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It's a shame that I haven't kept it up for the last 2 months. What adds up to the problem is the problem with my English, which, I have to confess, that I'm still proficient in. The ultimate problem is, however, that I have problems expressing myself. Look, so many problems yet to solve. I am always too self-conscious, for example, I am too sensitive about how others may react to my post, how they think about me after reading my words. Furthermore, I bother myself by checking back over and over again to see if the sentences are all correct and my tone is acceptable. Writing. Checking. Writing . Checking. Writing. Checking.
It's laborious and daunting. The more lines I wrote, the more I scare myself away from writing. I know I should be able to make it something I care about and do whole-heartedly without feeling compelled to. But I just run into the mental disorder over and over again. It really agonizes me in the past 10 years.
Well, it's unusual for me to write so many lines without checking back...It's...It's...what it is?
Build Easy is going to be my own playground.
It's the only domain that I care about in the next 2 years. And I don't mind if it is going to be a shit. I don't mind if it is going to be gold. I don't mind if it disgusts you. I don't mind if you would think of me as a jerk or a psycho upon reading these lines....I don't mind...I only care about the things I love to do and the things I love to write about....
Jesus,,,,,,,is stupid.
What the hell??????????
It's laborious and daunting. The more lines I wrote, the more I scare myself away from writing. I know I should be able to make it something I care about and do whole-heartedly without feeling compelled to. But I just run into the mental disorder over and over again. It really agonizes me in the past 10 years.
Well, it's unusual for me to write so many lines without checking back...It's...It's...what it is?
Build Easy is going to be my own playground.
It's the only domain that I care about in the next 2 years. And I don't mind if it is going to be a shit. I don't mind if it is going to be gold. I don't mind if it disgusts you. I don't mind if you would think of me as a jerk or a psycho upon reading these lines....I don't mind...I only care about the things I love to do and the things I love to write about....
Jesus,,,,,,,is stupid.
What the hell??????????
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